Alright, I've been having some problems recovering from well, my problems. I try writing funny stories, which do, in fact make me laugh, but it's not enough. There's not many people I could talk to, so while Jen and I were out... I started Smoking.... She was smoking, and I decided... 'What the hell! My life's ruined anyways!!! It's not like a little smoking will do anything wrong.'


FUCKING MORON...

Now, that's all I can think about, not to mention I tried wine on that same day... Now I also have a craving for wine... Thanks a lot Cossette! YOU'RE REAL GREAT WITH USING YOUR BRAIN!!! My memory is fading away, and even faster than before, not sure if it's the achool or tobacco, but I know it's getting worse. I've been taking all my anger out on whoever is there when the voices start shouting. I'm past the point of crying, all my sadness turns into anger... And I'm letting that anger off on the wrong people....